When you add TRY + TRY it usually equals success. But with my dad It's TRY + TRY = GIVE UP. I know that a lot of you might have no relationship with your parents or a strained relationship and I never used to. But for the last few years, I have struggled to have any … Continue reading Try —>Try —>Give up.
As you might know from the last two posts I have been having problems with a few of my housemates. It is a little irritating and has actually caused me to put on a stone since I have moved into that house O.O I know. I was shocked too. Well, I have been trying to … Continue reading Trail and error
So once again the "flatmate from hell" as I have now dubbed her ruined my mood. She is just being plain rude at the moment and I know I am not the only one getting pissed off by it. I told my father about all this crap that keeps happening and he said to "Send … Continue reading Why you gotta be so rude?!
So... we are only two weeks into our second year of university and we have lost a lecturer. Why couldn't he have left sooner? Why is this course falling apart? Am I going to be able to pass this year?! I am feeling very lost at the moment and scared and confused and worried and..... I … Continue reading WHY?WHY?WHY?!!!!!!
Its the 1st of October and I've only just started my second year of University, but I am already feeling completely overwhelmed. I have no idea whether I am going to be able to finish this degree. I want to -- but I have no idea if I really can. My mental health has been … Continue reading Self-doubt
I always seem to attract people who like to push my buttons. I've started noticing it recently. Now that we are living in a more confined space this year I am beginning to understand the other people I'm living with a bit better, but that isn't necessarily a good thing. I am what you call … Continue reading Fustration, Anger and Depression
So as you could all probably tell from most of my posts (or if you haven't already read at least one then I'll tell you) I have issues with my body and my body image itself. I hate my body. There. I said it. Why? You ask. Because I'm fat. I hate my body because … Continue reading My relationship with my body
Once again I've ended up in tears feeling sorry for myself and feeling pathetic. I've begun to look at being on antidepressants as a negative. I feel pathetic and Worthless because I cannot be happy without being on some medication. In the last 3 months since finishing university I had planned to lose weight... at … Continue reading Losing the will to live…
So today was another sleepless night. I am up at 8:50 which is normally when I'm still in dreamland. Last night I once again had an upset stomach. It has come to my attention that I may have IBS (Irritable bowel syndrome) which is why my gut is giving me so much grief at the … Continue reading Sleep – Or lack of it.
I'm going to be completely honest here. I think I'm losing it. I feel like I've achieved nothing in the last year. I had big plans this summer to get a job or work experience but that never materialised and I don't have many friends near me (and the ones I do have are too … Continue reading Honesty